the only thing that keeps me going is my endless quest for the meaning of this life other than that.
i'm powerless. that's why lastnight half a sleep i claimed it's best never to know you,.
or kiss you..
or hug you..
"never" is like a keyword to my survival now.
I can feel it pass me by,but I can feel it’s totally pain.I can feel it walk on by.
I’m standing here alone,all alone. My sins are flashing before my ayes.
I now you can hear me faint,you can hear me die away,you can hear me carry my love for you,just not to listen to my word,sworn to be true forever..THAT I LOVE YOU !!
~the endless future of not having you
If yesterday I couldn’t go to sleep ‘cause I was afraid to grow a day older, and face the consequences of my age the last night I fear no future,I Fear now ,
If I’m alive and well,will you be there holding my hand- I’ll keep you by my side with my superhuman night kryptonite.you make sure that I am strong,But I thought I’m too weak. You took grountedvall the time you stumbled in,and bumped your head,if not for me,then you would be dead.. I picked you up..and put you back
Have I told you you lately that I love you?loving you is natural thing to do.do you have to close your heart?
Can you hear me vaguelty whisper? Dear..you complete me.
You made my world life worth while. Ever since I saw U’re face,nothing in my life has been the same,I walk around just saying your name..
Like flowers…flowers bloom Into the sunlight and life close to you…just to see your smile,makes my wolrd worth while!
you find the flying altitude of the most quiet (and I find through the dreams that never real)
I do not see the light that you promised. you can call me with abusive words .. if that can reedem all my mistakes.
can you believe I do just a little?. can you see me from the corner pandany more wisely?
you wishy washy man who punish my heart
although you hate me .. or until oathed me.. for me you still beautiful .. you may say that this woman is morron and nothing means in your eyes .. but I still wait up to you ,until i couldn't breathe
this is my death. when i lose your love. as it vanishes into the air of nothingness..then the soul has been released. no longer..kept in protection it wanders off. and occasionaly it travels through sanity and pinders the insanity.
but the point is that you must know, I was stunned, but far be it from me to not respect you, I just try to be women and it is not prudish.
are you kidding me..?shut the hell up ! and f**kin enjoy it !! your body may suffer but your mind and soul don't have to..free your mind and soul ! don't have to..!free your mind and soul from the mortal paradigm!
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